Self Realization

There are those moments in your life when you feel utterly pathetic and useless..You wake up,go through the motion and hit the bed only to realise that you are more hollow than you were when the day began..You can literally see life slipping through like a handful of sand seeping through the fingers when they are folded..The life is folding on you and your energy and zest is seeping through inch by inch...moment by moment...You are diving into the nadir of deep despondency and utter emptiness..You can feel it like a creature being sucked in by the quick sand..Its engulfing you and you are sinking in...It draws in you inch by inch day by day...The ultimate tragedy is the fact that you are letting it happen...YOU ARE LETTING IT HAPPEN TO YOU....Yet..deep inside your sinister mind,